wishful thinking

Every month I am late and every month I get a little hopeful that God has a bigger plan and an unexpected baby is on the way. Of course I also realize that this dream of mine is the only way I will have another baby. I am less then a month away from my appointment to schedule my tubal...I prayed that god would lead me on the right path...apparntly he too thinks I'm unfit to have any more children..here goes nothin....

Day 1

We all made it through day one! Day one of fourth grade for Jonjon, day one of Prek for Karli and day one of me being a stay at home mom without any kids at home O_o??! Yea I give it a week before I start feeling worthless! Let all the jokes begin about how lazy and easy a SAHM job is ESPCIALLY since I dont have any kids home until 2!! UGH! I never really thought this whole SAHM thing through apparently. I really think I figured I would have another one by now so I could put off the nagging question....what do I want to do with my life? Well here, I am....with a resume that has a 3 year gapeing hole in it! Any takers?? LOL

Everything will change in a week

In just one short week I will become the stay at home mom without anyone home for half a day what the duece?!?! Yes so over protective momma put Karli in Pre school part time...I know its good for her but when I had orginally thought about this 3 years ago I was CERTAIN I would have another bun in the oven preoccupying my time. Welp, THAT didnt happen >={...still not too happy about that as you can see... But to try and make up for it We now have AMOS!!! My 2 month old chocolate lab mix rescue pup =) He definently is a full time job, but no where the sweetness of my lil ones.